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HIDE AND SEEK BY PHOENIX E
Part One
| Slash: |
Jack
and Daniel involved in a loving and committed relationship, which
usually
involves sex. |
| Rating: |
NC-17. |
| Category: |
First Time.
Angst. Hurt/Comfort.
Action/Adventure. Drama. |
| Season/Spoilers: |
Season 3.
Enormous spoilers for FIAD, Legacy, Holiday. |
| Synopsis: |
A
day in paradise suddenly turns into a nightmare as
Jack struggles to save Daniel from an evil influence
from his past. |
| Warnings: |
Violence, intense
emotional situations. |
| Length: |
510 Kb Gen
version completed Spring 2000. Slash version
completed and posted to net 24 Mar 01
Notes: Woo Hoo. This story has an interesting history. It's the last 'gen'
story I wrote before taking the slash fork in the
road. It was intended for and promised to Gateways 3 -
where it ended up in its original incarnation,
however, during the course of writing it I realized it
did not want to BE a gen story. Most emphatically not.
I spent most of the story yelling at the boys to
behave and basically forcing it to be something it
didn't want to be. I've never been happy with the
story as a result. So I'm fixing it. The gen version
will stay as it is, and I'm leaving it to Gateways.
You really want to read it you'll have to buy the zine.
This version is substantially
rewritten, expanded, and I've let the boys go to do
what they wanted to do in the first place. True love
will out. What can I tell you.
Thanks to Biblo's assistance on the slash
version, for the suggestions, catching my boo-boos and
ceaselessly nagging me to get Danny naked ASAP. |

Jack swore up, down and sideways if it was the very last thing
he ever did, he was going to get that giggling geek out of the
tree, and then, he was going to kill him.
Very, very slowly.
Then he was going to find a sarcophagus.
Bring him back to life.
And kill him again.
Ah - it still wouldn’t be enough!
Jack found it hard to believe just a few short hours ago he'd
been having such a wonderful time. The Stargate had for
once deposited them in a veritable paradise adrift in a
languidly green, tropical sea. A large, lush volcanic
island lousy with a fantastic abundance of greenery, not
unlike the kind one would find on a similar South Sea location
back on ole Terra Cognita. Which would have been
pleasant enough all on its own, but what made everything even
more agreeable were the serene and friendly little brown
people frolicking all over the place. They didn’t wear
a lot apart from the tan, but they sure knew how to say hello!
It had been a hell of an afternoon. SG-1 had sauntered
through the Stargate and the second their feet hit the sand
they were greeted by a mob of wide, smiling faces and a host
of welcoming arms. They were summarily hugged, flower
bedecked, pinched, patted and enthusiastically hauled into the
midst of a party already in progress showing no signs of
letting up any time soon. Jack didn’t know what the hell the
natives were celebrating, but they were having a high time of
it and didn't seem to have any problems with making room for
four more.
Well, what the hell, when in Rome…
Jack found himself deposited on the ground in front of an
array of rather appetzing-looking eatables seeming to stretch
on forever. He felt slightly bemused, definitely
overwhelmed and very much as if he'd just been dropped onto
the set of Blue Hawaii. Warm tropical sun beating down,
lightly toasting without roasting; invigorating sea breeze
filling his nostrils with a refreshing, salty, ocean tang.
Picturesque clearing with a suitable jungle backdrop, the
collection of little grass shacks behind him, the food for the
big luau scene in front of him and a bevy of smiling native
extras all around him. And all over him. Whoa! If
the luscious little thing plastered to his right side blew in
his ear one more time he was going to have to soak his head.
Or something.
Mind you, the fact she looked young enough to be his daughter
helped him put the whole thing in a little more realistic
perspective.
Jack allowed himself to relax. Surrounded by so much obvious
good will and with no immediate evidence of anything about
cast a cloud over all the happy sharing, well, why the hell
not just kick back and go with the flow? What was the
harm in a little good, clean fun? He didn’t
often have an opportunity to bask in the warm glow of
paradise, and having learned long ago to take whatever he
could get whenever it came around, he did his level best to
get completely into the spirit of things. An attitude
apparently shared by some, but not all of his companions.
Jack cast his gaze across the sea of fruit and other eatables
stretching between him and the two members of SG-1 camping on
the opposite shore. Teal’c was sitting gravely sandwiched
between two lovely ladies who had draped themselves around him
on either side. An inscrutable Jaffa thorn between two
luscious tropical roses. As his Jaffa brother sat solemnly,
straight-backed and cross-armed, he alternately favoured each
of young ladies flanking him and frankly fondling with deeply
contemplative glances. Jack allowed a wide grin to
possess his face as he took in the sight, itching to know what
was going on in Teal'c's head.
Wow! Make it so, or what? Teal’c suddenly looked
across at him, acknowledging Jack's inquisitive leer with his
characteristic raised eyebrow.
“It would appear these are a very friendly people,
O’Neill,” the Jaffa observed with solemn correctness.
“Ya think?” Jack shot back at him. “Got a
problem with that?”
Teal’c considered his response for a minute.
“I am not accustomed to it,” he finally replied.
“However, it is not unpleasant.”
Teal’c old buddy, there’s hope for you yet!
Jack flashed him a grin clearly saying, Enjoy, and
turned his attention to Carter.
Hmm, no going with the flow, here. The major was clearly
NOT having as good a time with being downright 'appreciated'
as Teal'c. She was looking extremely unsettled by the
attention being lavished upon her by some obviously adoring
male members of the assemblage. Half-naked and well muscled to
boot. Jack only barely managed to resist the impulse to flex a
compensatory bicep. Not that he was suddenly feeling
threatened or anything by all the young bucks clustering
around Carter and obviously - displaying. Leastwise not
nearly as threatened as Carter was by all the enthusiastic
attention. She was smiling with decided strain at the
young, bronze Adonis making a fascinated examination of
several strands of her blonde hair, while grimly attempting to
ignore the ardent admirer on her other side taking happy
possession of her hand and looking very much as if he
wouldn’t mind handling quite a bit more. She realised
her CO was smirking at her and hurled a not-too-subtle Help
me! expression his way.
The warm sunshine and warm feelings were making Jack feel
rather generous, so he opted against teasing the crap out of
her and slightly tempered his response. “Relax,
Major,” he said in a reassuring tone. “All this
might seem a bit weird, but from what I can see, it's just
their way. Naturally friendly. They don’t mean any harm.
Mind you, I might be careful about eating anything anybody
offers you. You don’t want to get accidentally married
or anything.”
Sam made an ‘oh, that’s SO helpful’ face at him.
“Seems to me you would know more about that than anyone else
here, Sir,” she replied with more than a gleam in her eye,
shifting her gaze to the woman at his side. “By the
way, your cap looks very nice on her, Colonel. Better
hope THAT doesn’t mean anything.”
“Uh...” Jack replied hastily, as he reached over and
quickly snatched his cap back. So THAT’S where the
darned thing had gotten to. Had any other pieces of his
kit gone missing? He probably should go hunting for his
brains, for starters.
Hoo-Ha, time to start acting like he knew what he was doing.
“So, Daniel,” Jack quipped, being loudly cheerful as he
elbowed the man at his side. “Any strange cultural
thingees we should know about? Daniel?”
Jack had been dreading this moment. The whole time
they'd been here he'd deliberately avoided looking at the far
too quiet and much too quiescent man beside him. Jack didn't
want to look at Daniel because he didn't want to see him the
way he knew he was going to be, still so sad, and still so far
away, for all he was sitting right next to him.
Daniel hadn't heard him; he was in the place he now ran to
every moment he was free to. The dark, solitary inner
sanctuary he hid in, keeping everyone else outside and very
far away. Jack tried not to choke on the knot of concern
welling up in his throat as he sorrowfully took in the man
close to him and yet worlds away. Not right, Danny
looking like that in the middle of all of this. So not
right, and yet, there he was. Oblivious. Not
seeing, not caring, unaware of anything going on around him.
So much for his hopes bringing Daniel here would make him feel
better.
Daniel's long legs were tucked tightly into his chest,
arms hugging them fiercely, his chin resting heavily on his
drawn up knees. His distant, empty eyes glowering darkly in
his tight face, looking piercingly at something only he could
see. Jack could feel the wall around Daniel as tangibly as if
it was made of five-foot thick concrete. So, apparently, could
the little brown guys and gals. They milled around the
rest of them with quite endearing and innocent curiosity,
physically exploring the members of SG-1 with unconcerned and
somewhat disconcerting abandon. All of them except for
Danny-with-the-thunderclouds-on-his-brow. Daniel was
getting as cold a shoulder from their hosts as he was giving
them.
Crap. What’s wrong with this picture?
Jack's heart tumbled down into his boots, his simple
contentment in the warmth and happiness around him instantly
soured by the sight of his friend’s obvious, continuing
unhappiness. He'd really been hoping the infectious,
almost aggressive hospitality of the folks here would get
through to Daniel and snap him out of this - funk - he was in.
More than hoping, it was the reason Jack had asked for this
mission in the first place. This 'going native' stuff
wasn't really his thing, but it was most definitely Daniel's.
Of all of them, Daniel should be enjoying this the most.
This was the sort of thing he lived for.
Correction.
Used to. Used to live for. When he used to be Daniel. Before
he started changing.
Jack felt harsh, cold sorrow clutch him as he stared
mournfully at the distant, glowering stranger at his side.
God, but he missed Daniel. The Daniel he used to know before
it happened and all the good in both their lives started going
bad. It would have been utterly impossible for the
Daniel of happier days to be in the middle of this raucous
native free-for-all without instantly jumping up and joining
in. No matter how wild or strange, whatever weird-ass
dance or ritual going on; Daniel was your man. The
original 'try anything once' kid. He'd be right in there like
your proverbial dirty shirt, just one of the guys in the war
paint, the beads and the feathers or what the hell else the
well-dressed native was barely wearing this week, whooping it
up, dancing up a storm, running around in circles, getting
roaring drunk on a thimble-full of the local version of
moonshine, full of life, his eyes shining.
A joy to
behold.
Not sitting there like he was now, staring, a dead-eyed,
emotionless shadow of his former self. Becoming even
more of a shadow with each passing day. Starting with
the day he'd stood and watched stone-faced while they put
Sha'uri into the ground. Then he'd turned his back on her
grave and started walking away from her, from everyone who
loved him, and from himself.
Daniel had already traveled so far from what he once was, Jack
was beginning to fear his friend would never be able to find
his way back.
It had been a slow, insidious journey. Terrible to
watch, impossible to prevent. Not that he hadn't tried.
Jack understood grief, only too well. He'd tried to reach out
to Daniel, tried to lend a hand, only to have Daniel turn his
back and walk away from every single offer. During the months
since Sha'uri's death Jack had watched helplessly as Daniel
slipped away. Little by little, piece by piece, Daniel
was disappearing, everything making him 'Daniel' seeming to
slide from him and vanish into blackness. Daniel was leaving
him in agonizing increments and what was worse, Daniel didn't
seem to care. Didn't care it was happening, didn't care
he was vanishing, couldn't be bothered making the effort to
stop the slow slide. There was such a thing as willing
yourself to die. Jack was watching Daniel do it before
his very eyes, and there didn’t seem to be a damned thing he
could do to stop it.
Sha'uri was gone, and she was taking Daniel with her. He'd
pinned all his hopes on finding her and now she was dead he
had a big hole in the middle of his life where his hope for
her used to be. Daniel had never come out and said he
was giving up - Daniel never talked to anyone about anything
going on with him any more - but he certainly was acting like
someone who'd decided they had nothing left to live for.
It wasn't true, but if that was the way Daniel felt - now
Sha'uri was gone he was all alone because there was no one
else around who cared about him - whose fault was that?
Whose fault, Jack? Okay, maybe Daniel had turned his
back and walked, but who had let him? Who'd taken no for
an answer, secretly relieved to be turned down because that
meant he didn't have - have to - well he just didn't have to.
Who'd let Daniel walk away counting on the guy's demonstrated
talent for coping with his own crap all by himself, waiting
confidently for him to get over it on his own and get back to
being Daniel.
It hadn't happened. It wasn't happening. Daniel
was steadily drowning in a sea of his own grief, right before
his eyes. The proof was sitting beside him, not staring
him right in the face.
Nothing left to live for, Danny? I've been there too, my
friend. Was going to take the same way out, as well.
Only I was going to do it the fast and easy way. Bullet
to the brain. Not the way you've chosen. Killing
yourself by inches. But it's the same thing, Danny, same
damned thing. And it's not right. I know that now,
and guess who taught me. You did. Time to repay
the favour. I've let this go on long enough. You've shut
me out, and I've let you. What's even worse, I haven't given
you what you've most needed from me. You do have
something to live for, Daniel. Maybe I haven't had the
guts to let you know, but I'll be damned if I'll let you leave
me. And I'll be damned if I let her take you away from
me again. Not without a fight.
Jack mustered his determination and nudged Daniel again. This
time he was going to get an answer if he had to shake Daniel
stupid until he acknowledged him “Danny!” he began
loudly. “Throw me a clue, here. What’s going
on? Do you know what these guys are saying?”
Daniel started guiltily and swiftly turned to look at Jack,
veiling the embarrassment in his eyes as he began speaking.
“I’m sorry, Jack,” he mumbled. “I was - was - I
was thinking. What did you say?”
Jack gave him an ‘it happens, no big deal’ shrug.
“We’ve been having a wonderful time, language barrier and
all, but I was wondering if you could - “
“Do my job, perhaps?” Daniel sighed resignedly.
“For a change?”
“Hey!” Jack’s rejoinder was only mildly indignant.
He absolutely, positively did NOT want to start a fight with
Daniel. Not now, not again. Too much of that.
Enough of that. He wanted Daniel to talk to him, not get his
back up and get all defensive because he thought Colonel
O'Neill was putting him down. Again.
“Don’t put words in my mouth, Daniel. I did NOT say
that. And I didn’t imply it, either.”
The blue eyes meeting his were tired, sad, and far too old.
They were also really open and searching, for the first time
in a long time. Contact? Looking at him, seeing -
Jack hoped - concern, not condemnation. Seeing a friend,
someone who missed him, cared about him, someone who -
Daniel lowered his head and started speaking again.
“I know you didn’t say it, but maybe you should have.
Maybe you also should take me somewhere and spend several
hours pounding some sense into me.”
"Well, okay, if that's what you really want," Jack
teased lightly as he gently punched Daniel's arm.
"But I'd be just as happy settling for talking, how about
you?"
Oh, he was liking the sound of this. This was starting
to sound like the Daniel he used to know. He was liking it even
better when Daniel looked up at him again, grinned ruefully
and said quietly, "Talking is good."
Oh yeah, Danny, talking is great. Talk to me. Keep
talking to me.
Daniel's wide, blue eyes were clearer than Jack had seen them
for longer than he could remember. Alert, aware, looking
deep into his, as if he was needing something. Needing
it bad.
“You were asking me if I could understand what they are
saying," Daniel began slowly, a slight crease of
concentration beginning to furrow his brow.
"Not a whole lot, I’m afraid. I was always a
little weak on my Polynesian studies. Not one of my
major areas of interest.”
Jack had a light quip ready on the tip of his tongue, but held
it back as the evidence of Daniel's growing engagement not
only with him but also with everything going on around them
had Jack holding his breath in heady anticipation. Jack
hovered between hope and disappointment as Daniel looked
intently first at him, and then carefully all around them.
As if he was finally waking up and joining them after a long
sleep.
"Jack?" Daniel asked softly, as he licked his
lower lip before gnawing it worriedly between his teeth.
"Uh - where are we?"
"Excuse me?" Jack blurted out, totally bewildered by
the question. "What are you talking about, where
are we? Same damned place we've been all afternoon -
where the hell have you been?"
"That's a good question, Jack," Daniel replied, real
fear glinting briefly in his eyes as he turned to the man
beside him seeking from him an explanation obviously
desperately needed. "I wish I knew."
Crap, Daniel MEANT it, he wasn't kidding. He really
didn't know, he was scared because he didn't know and Jack
realised he was feeling a little spooked himself as a result.
This was getting creepy, but before anybody panicked and
started making an already spooky situation worse -
Too late.
Daniel's abrupt, harsh gasp cut through Jack, startling him.
Daniel sat frozen in shock, staring straight ahead, his mouth
agape. Wide, disbelieving eyes skimmed over the heads of
the people seated on the other side of the spread, becoming
riveted on something making Daniel go whiter than a sheet and
causing him to completely forget to breathe. Jack hurriedly
looked around, following along Daniel's line of sight, trying
to see what it was making Daniel act like he'd just seen a
ghost.
Oh. Geez Louise. Funny he should mention ghosts, 'cause unless he was very much
mistaken the woman standing next to the that tall guy with all
the feathers and beads and even taller head-dress definitely
qualified as one. A ghost, that is. Holy crap,
what the hell was this? A couple of hours in the sun and
he was seeing things?
He was looking at a ghost. Funny, he'd always heard they
were thin and wispy and floated around dragging chains and
moaning and stuff, they didn't stand there looking as firm and solid as
everyone else, like they were flesh and blood and breathing,
and maybe he should just stop looking at her now, 'cause he was
starting to get really freaked and he had to get his head back
on straight and…logical, think logic. There had to be
a logical explanation for what he was seeing. No such
thing as ghosts. Dead. She was dead. He'd
helped put her in the ground. Then
how come she was standing over there - looking right back at
him?
OW! What was that? Pain, he was feeling pain,
clutching fingers biting into the flesh of his forearm,
someone had a grip on him, going to be drawing blood in a
minute if they didn't ease off. God, he hoped he wasn't seeing
what he thought he was seeing because if he was, that would
mean…
“Sha’uri?” Daniel sobbed almost inaudibly, his
voice quavering with horrible hope and disbelief.
So much for thinking this was all a trick of the light or a
weird vision brought on by some local moonshine he hadn't even
tried yet. Sha'uri was standing over there, large as
life - pardon the expression - he was seeing her, and so was Daniel. Sonofabitch!
Well, he'd been wanting to try and get back some more quality
time with his friend, but joint hallucinations didn't make his
wish-list of things he wanted to share with Daniel. But
there ya go.
Jack knew the precise moment Daniel was going to up and bolt
toward her and already had his hand on Daniel's shoulder,
pushing him back down before he'd barely started to move.
No matter who they both thought they were seeing, Sha’uri
was dead. Dead and buried. No doubt about.
It didn't mean squat who she looked like, there was no way
that gal over yonder COULD be Sha'uri, so until he found out what was going on here
he was not about to let Daniel go running off half-cocked, flinging himself at who knows who or what she was. Jack didn't
believe in ghosts, but he'd also seen enough in the time
they'd been going through the gate to know there were any
number of possible explanations for what they were seeing,
none of them involving anything supernatural, but possibly
involving stuff they wanted no part of all the same.
Jack didn't want to have anything to do with 'ghosts'; didn't
want to see one, didn't want to have a chat with one and
certainly didn't want anyone on his team becoming one.
"Let me go, Jack!" Daniel bristled angrily,
trying to twist out from under the hand clamped on his
shoulder. "Look - are you blind! It's
Sha'uri! She's standing right there, Jack, I have to -
LET ME GO!"
"No way, Dannyboy," Jack shook his head and hung on
stubbornly. "Just because she looks like Sha'uri
doesn't mean she is. She CAN'T be - you know that.
Calm down, now, buddy, stay with me. Let's not rush into
anything we both might not live to regret."
Warning bells were going off in Jack's head so loudly he could
hear the strident clanging plainly over the rising level of
noise and confusion suddenly erupting all around them as if
cued by 'Sha'uri's' appearance. He tried to catch Sam
and Teal'c's attention, but all of a sudden the natives were
clustering around them, drawing their focus. Shielding
them from his sight. He couldn't see them and they
couldn't see what was happening, didn't
realise who was standing behind them.
The guy with the feathers had noticed them staring bug-eyed at
the Shau'ri wannabe beside him and turned to have a look at her too.
He immediately started jumping around and howling - Jack
couldn't help it, he had to say it - like he'd just seen
a ghost, waving this big horking rattle he was holding first
at 'Sha'uri', who completely ignored him, and then at both of
them. No, that was wrong. Not both of them. Mostly Danny. He
was yelling and waving the rattle at Danny. Really yelling and developing an
alarmingly major attitude problem. The dude was getting
extremely pissed. Rapidly. At Daniel.
Crap, here we go
again, and for once it wasn't even anything Daniel had said.
The feathered dude stopped yelling and shaking the rattle and
started staring. He had eyes like lasers and he was
using them to sear Daniel to the bone. Daniel flinched as
if he could feel the beams going right through him and shrunk
up against Jack like he was suddenly in pain. Or scared.
The Boogie Man made a strange, grunting sound then turned the
evil eye on Jack. An eerie, tingling feeling raked over and
through him. Daniel was pressed up to him, tight,
shuddering, clutching at him, touching, holding. Jack
felt weird, hot, his head was spinning in lazy circles, his
clothes were irritating his skin, itchy, scratchy, he wanted
to - Daniel was so close, almost close enough to…to…
What the hell was going on? Jack shook his head
vigorously to get rid of all the weirdness in it. He was
appalled to discover he had his arms around Daniel, was holding
him tightly clasped to him, almost in his frigging lap!
His head was lowered, Daniel's head was resting in the crook
of his arm, they were frigging close enough to - to -
No
WAY!
With a huge gulp Jack let Daniel go and pushed him clumsily,
roughly away with the fierce force of his embarrassment. He
hadn't actually meant the move to be that emphatic, but they'd
both needed some distance pronto, and besides, Daniel knew it
was nothing personal. Daniel's cheeks were flaming; he
was breathing heavy and wouldn't meet his eye. Crap.
Daniel was just as freaked. Jack didn't know what had
come over the two of them, but he'd snapped them both out of
it in time. No problem.
The Boogie Man huffed at them again as if what he was seeing
wasn't much to his liking, then he suddenly opened his mouth
and howled like someone was slicing vital body parts off.
Still shrieking he shook his fist at them and then snapped his
wrist violently like he was flinging a handful of something
right into their faces. Jack blinked reflexively at the
unmistakable sensation of something gritty striking his face
and eyes. Daniel flinched and threw his arm up
defensively across his face at the same time. Okay, this was
way too much like twilight zone time for him. Definitely
not cool.
Jack swiped his fingers across his face to clear the phantom
grit out of his eyes. His danger meter had been
screaming 'Will Robinson' for the past few minutes. This
had gone way past creepy and was rapidly heading into scary.
Time to go now. All the spooky special effects aside,
the Boogie Man's behaviour was now well off the acceptable
scale. Jack had no idea what the Feathered Wonder's problem
was, but whatever he was on about, it was major, and it seemed
to be mostly about Daniel. That was simply tragic, but Jack
remembered he'd forgotten to pack his empathy before leaving
the house this morning. Boogie was just going to have to
find a way to live with his issues, 'cause Jack had no
intention of letting him explore them at Daniel's expense.
Whoops - man on the move, here! Boogie was coming right at
them, stalking around the banquet on the ground, barking
orders, shaking the rattle, jingling and jangling rapidly in
their direction, never taking his eyes off Daniel. The
pool of brown inhabitants parted like the Red Sea before him.
People scurried to get out of his way like shit-scared bunnies
hot to be doing what he was yelling at them to be doing.
Wait - where was the woman who had been right beside him?
The one who looked like Sha’uri? Where did she go? One
second she had been right - there. Then - poof.
He really hated it when that happened.
“Colonel?”
Carter. He couldn't see her behind the bronze wall
of writhing bodies suddenly forming around both her and
Teal'c, but he could tell from the terse urgency in her voice
she'd picked up on the new scent of danger wafting in on the
formerly calming sea breeze. She sounded like she was
ready for action and waiting for his lead. He didn’t
need to see Teal'c to know he was likewise.
“Okay kids,” he called across to them in a calm,
conversational tone. Nothing to worry about, guys, go on
with your dancing, just talking to my friends, asking them
about the weather, no big deal, pay no attention. “I
think it's time to go, don't you? Let’s see if we can
get up nice and easy and make our way back to the Stargate
without anybody getting hurt. Especially us.”
Jack had his hand firmly wrapped around Daniel’s upper arm,
meaning to pull the archaeologist up with him as he got to his
feet. As it was, their hosts had other ideas about any of them
getting to leave quietly. Or at all.
Ah crap, this wasn’t part of the plan! About the same
time as Carter and Teal’c were being grabbed and hauled to
their feet Jack felt very strong hands on his own arms being
equally helpful. They held him helpless, unable to do a damned
thing but watch his teammates being quickly and efficiently
divested of their gear. While they stripped him down to
his T-shirt in turn he did a quick visual check to the left,
knowing what he would see. Yup, Danny in the bag as
well. Shit! How had he let this happen?
Stone knives and bearskins, and they had gotten the drop on
them all the same. Way to go, O’Neill.
Well, that was what he got for forgetting there was no such
thing as paradise!
He was about to try to yell something across at Carter and
Teal’c when both he and Daniel were roughly turned around
and dragged away, apparently in order to be offered up to the
Boogie Man still huffing and puffing and jingling his way
toward them. Who was not only the one with the worst
taste in accessories but also seemed to be the guy in charge
around here.
“Daniel?” Jack called across to the man by his side,
trying to project a little moral support. Daniel was in
the clutches of four burly guys who were being none-too-gentle
with him. They'd pinioned Daniel's arms roughly behind
his back and were man-handling him over to Boogie, who was
glaring fixedly and fiercely at Daniel in a way making Jack
want to do a little glaring of his own. Followed by
severe pounding and very possibly killing. Make that
definitely killing. Boogie was glaring and screaming and
waving the rattle at Daniel. Jack was itching to make
the creep eat it, but seeing as how he had problems of his own
in the shape of several bozos holding on to him, thinking
unkind thoughts was about all he could manage at the moment.
Christ, the bastards were strong!
“I’m guessing this is the shaman,” Daniel began
uncertainly, blinking rapidly as if he was deeply confused. He
wasn't the only one. “Tribal…medicine man, kahuna -
no that’s a Hawaiian term sorry, hard to concentrate,
can’t think of the -“
“It’s okay, Daniel, I get it," Jack supplied quickly.
"Witch Doctor, right?” No need for Daniel to
waste time and energy on stuff that didn't matter right now.
Calling the guy 'Creep' worked fine for him; all he wanted to
know was how to make these other creeps let go of them!
Daniel frowned unhappily. “Well, that is a little more
of a colloquial term than I was going for but -“
“Daniel, it’s okay. I don’t care what we call him.
Let’s just focus on trying to find out what the hell is
going on. Any clues what his problem is – shit! Ow!
Watch it! I bruise easy!”
The feathered man was shaking the rattle at Daniel’s head.
Jabbing the thing all around him, and then right into his
face, making oogie boogie noises the whole time. The
closer Boogie got with the thing, the more freaked Daniel
seemed to be getting. He started to struggle against the men
holding him, trying to duck his head back and out of the way
of the in-yer-face rattle attack. But the Boogie Man was
pretty good. It didn't matter how hard Daniel tried to
evade the jabs to his face, no matter which way he turned -
wham! There the creep was with the rattle. Watching the
weird, menacing interaction between Daniel and the tormenting
bauble on a stick was almost fascinating, There was even a
strange rhythm to it; duck - thrust, bob- thrust, dip - parry,
but this wasn't a game, certainly wasn't a joke. Boogie wasn't
kidding and Daniel definitely wasn’t having a good time.
He was just about ready to jump out of his freaking skin and
Boogied looked like he wasn't too far from giving him a
helping hand.
"Hey!" Jack shouted at the witch doctor, trying to
get his attention. Anything to get it off Daniel, even
for a second. To give Daniel a chance to catch his
breath, regain his composure, so he could do his stuff, talk
to the guy and hopefully get them out of this mess.
This trying to make nice with the natives - communicating,
finding common ground - this was Daniel's department.
The guy had as much of a gift for getting people to open up
and talk to him as he did for pissing them off. Strange but
true. Right now they needed the former to be happening
in place of the latter. They needed to know what was
going on and if they had any hope of fixing it before things
went from bad to worse.
The problem was, Daniel didn't look like he was in any shape
to be having any meaningful dialogues at the moment. So
even though communicating wasn't exactly Jack's forte…
"Hey!" Jack yelled again, louder this time.
"I'm the leader! You've got problems with us, I'm
the one you should be talking to!"
Or not. Crap!
The Boogie Man completely ignored him and grabbed Daniel's
chin so hard his fingers started to turn white from the
pressure, holding Daniel so he couldn’t move his head at
all. He started banging Daniel on the head with the
damned rattle and shrieking right into his face. The
whole thing looked so absurd Jack almost burst out laughing,
but Daniel's evident, growing terror was anything but funny.
Or anything like Daniel, even. It didn't make sense.
Nothing that was happening made sense. Jack had watched
Daniel sneer at System Lords and not blink, the guy did NOT
scare easy. And yet some feathered clown beating him
about the head with a kid's toy had Daniel so scared he was
just this side shy of needing a change of underwear.
Panicking. Daniel was panicking. Daniel didn't
panic. He didn't. He just - didn't. That was
like saying Daniel would turn tail in a crisis situation and
run out on them. He wouldn't do that either. Not in a
million years.
What in the hell was going on here?
“JACK!”
Okay, he’d had just about enough of this. This was NOT fun,
it wasn't making any sense, it was his fault it was happening,
and they'd sort the whole thing out once they got home.
Daniel was scared, he was pissed - it was time to go. It was a
long shot, but maybe with all the attention focused on the
pair of them Carter and Teal'c were having better luck.
“Carter! Teal’c!” He hurled the call for
help behind him, hoping they were in a better position than he
was to come to Daniel’s aid.
“Here, Colonel.” That was Carter's voice, behind
him. A fair distance behind him. “Are you okay?
We can’t see you.”
“Just peachy, Major!” he snarled, not at her, but at the
dashing of his hopes. “And you?”
“We’re okay, sir. They’re not hurting us, just
seem to be holding us. Teal’c is tied up, but my hands
are free.”
“I don’t suppose there is any chance you can get to a
WEAPON?”
“No chance, sir, that I can see. For the moment.”
Carter’s deliberate emphasis of the last phrase was not lost
on him.
“Hold that thought, Major!” he bellowed back. “Stay
frosty, and grab the first opening you can. Your
first priority is to get back to the gate and get back-up.
I don't want to start shooting these people, especially if
this is a simple misunderstanding we can settle another way,
but we're badly outnumbered, here."
"We'd noticed, sir," Carter shouted back, her voice
getting farther away. "We won't let you down,
Colonel!"
Here's hoping, Carter.
“How ya holding up, Danny?” Jack turned his
attention back to his friend. The witch doctor had
stopped hitting him on the head while he and Carter had been
chatting but he was still holding Daniel's chin so tightly it
was starting to bruise.
Daniel slid his eyes toward him, unable to look at him any
other way. A sharp, harsh bark of laugher leapt from his
chest. “I feel strange. I'm scared, I’m so
scared - I don’t understand, Jack - I don’t know why this
guy is making me feel so scared! What’s happening Jack?
Ahhhhh!”
An involuntary cry of pain escaped Daniel as the shaman
violently wrenched his face away, breaking the eye contact
between them.
“Hey!” Jack roared. “Cut that out!
What’s your damned problem? Why don’t you pick on
somebody in your own species, ya CREEP!”
Aha! Finally! THAT got his attention! Boogie
suddenly let go of Daniel, then turned and looked Jack up and
down, taking his time as he sized him up. He looked back
at Daniel and then at Jack again, as if making up his mind
about something. Then he nodded, gobbled at the bozo
brigade and next thing Jack knew he and Daniel were stumbling
off together, going for a walk in the wake of the wacko.
Whether they wanted to or not. "Hey, Daniel!"
Jack called across to the man being similarly forced to follow
the witch doctor. Jack didn't bother trying to fight the
hands holding him. There wasn't any point; the guys were way
too strong. He called out to Daniel again, trying to
reach out to his friend with his voice even though there was
no way he could actually touch him.
Daniel wouldn't look at him. Jack couldn't tell if he
was even hearing him. Daniel seemed to be buried down
deep in himself again, barely aware of or reacting to the
rough, aggressive hands pushing him mercilessly onward.
He was dumbly submitting to what was happening, giving no
outward indication he was aware of his situation, or if he
even gave a damn. About either himself, or his partner
in peril. Daniel looked like he'd given up.
Jack couldn't get over it. Couldn't - wouldn't believe
it. Give up? Daniel NEVER gave up. Never.
This was so not Daniel. He just was not seeing this.
Not, not - oh hello, end of the line? What have we here
now?
Boogie stopped the parade in front of a little mat on the
ground with a bunch of stuff already on laid out on it.
Jack quickly scanned the collection. What he saw didn't
make him any the wiser for the effort. An assortment of
powders and dried grass and leaves in hollowed out gourds,
some bundles of leaves tied together, a couple of crystals,
wooden bowls with water in them. So far, confusing, but
nothing to get his shorts in a knot over. Oh wait -
spoke too soon! Definite blip registering on the danger
meter. Long, slender, obsidian shard jammed into a bone
handle, the shard with obviously laboriously worked, shaped,
very razor-sharp edges. This was a knife.
Definitely a knife.
A knife. Oh shit!
Now he was worried. Definitely worried. A quick
glance at Daniel's vacant, staring face told him he seemed to
be the only one. Crap! Get with it, Daniel!
Jack didn't want to get angry with Daniel, but they needed
information and of the two of them Daniel was the only one who
might have half a change of getting it.
"Daniel?" Jack urged gently. Nothing.
Not even a flicker of reaction. "Daniel!"
Jack hissed, louder this time. Still nothing. Guess it
was still up to him to try talking their way out of this.
Whatever 'this' was.
“Ah, excuse me," Jack appealed to the feathered man
standing on the other side of the mat with his eyes closed,
muttering something in a low, guttural voice. "Can we
talk about this?”
That got him his arm wrenched for his pains.
Ow. Apparently not.
The men holding Daniel forced him down to his knees a few feet
in front of the mat, and then let him go. Jack was
hoping for the same, but no such luck. Daniel didn't
even seem to notice he was no longer being restrained.
He just sat there, sunk back on his haunches, slumped over,
head bowed. Two men bearing torches moved in to flank
him on either side. He took no more notice of them than
he was of anything else.
"Daniel!" Jack called out to him again.
"Daniel, LOOK at me! Please!" he
entreated. "Are you still with me, buddy?"
Daniel's shoulders shook slightly, a faint ripple of movement,
like a tenuous tremor of life. Jack felt his heart
hammering with anxious anticipation, hardly daring to breathe
as he watched Daniel's head finally come up with what seemed
to be deliberate, agonizing slowness.
The blue eyes beneath him were blank for a moment. Then
Daniel blinked, took a deep breath, focused. LOOKED at him.
"Yeah, Jack," he said slowly, uncertainty hanging in
his voice as well as his expression. "I- I'm here.
But where are we - what's - what's…"
Daniel's eyes went blank again, his voice faltered and trailed
away. He didn't say another word despite several frantic
attempts to get him to respond. Gone again, like he was
in some sort of trance. Jack spared him a final, worried
glance and then turned his attention back to the Boogie Man.
The witch doctor had finished with the muttering and now was
hunkering down in front of the mat. He'd put the rattle
down, picked up one of the bowls of water and was chanting in
a sonorous, quiet monotone as he put a couple of pinches of a
white, coarse, crystalline substance into the water. He
swirled the water around in the bowl, peered at it, sang to it
some more, then got up and started to advance on Daniel.
The angel of death would probably be wearing a kinder
expression.
Showtime. Oh, crap.
Boogie dipped his fingers in the bowl, still chanting
monotonously, then flung a large quantity of the droplets into
Daniel’s blank face. Whoa! Definite reaction, here!
Daniel violently flinched as the water struck him.
Boogie continued chanting and flicking, peering at Daniel
blinking and shrinking away from every liquid volley.
The witch doctor was clearly expecting something to happen,
also clearly not seeing what he was looking for. Which
wasn't making him very happy. The dude looked definitely
pissed. That probably wasn’t good.
Boogie stopped chanting and huffed and glowered at Daniel,
who'd stopped cowering now he wasn't getting water thrown in
his face and had resumed his former 'out to lunch' slouch.
Daniel looked back at the witch doctor with uncaring eyes and
a wooden expression. Boogie heaved a sharp snort of
disgust, whirled and stomped back to his goodies. After
putting down the bowl he retrieved another object from the
mat. Plan B appeared to be one of those bundles of tied
up, dried leaves. Boogie stalked over to the torch to Daniel's
right, and thrust the bundle into the flame. It sharply
ignited, scattering sparks, then settled down to copiously
smoking. When it was fuming alarmingly he proceeded to wave it
about Daniel’s head and body, smothering him in a dark cloud
of thick, fetid smoke.
Ugh. It smelled bad enough from here. It
couldn’t have been any fun where Daniel was. Wasn’t
going to do his allergies any good.
Sure enough, Jack could hear him after only a couple of
seconds of being completely fogged in, coughing and choking
and sneezing.
“Gah!” Daniel croaked and weakly tried to wave the
smoke away. “This is awful! I can barely
breathe!”
Ah well, if the stuff could finally get him to wake up it
couldn't be all bad!
As soon as Daniel spoke the witch doctor drew back with his
free hand and viciously backhanded Daniel with so much force
he nearly knocked him over. Pure, blind fury knifed through
Jack, but he didn't move or let it show. Jack knew well
enough by now it wouldn’t do him any good to struggle so he
didn’t. Besides, he didn't want to give this painted
bully anything more he could use against Daniel. Jack
was past reacting pointlessly or blindly now. Matters
had definitely progressed to the ‘things I need to do if
it’s the last thing I ever do’ stage. One thing he
knew for certain. If Boogie laid one more hand on Daniel
he wasn't going to see the sun rise on another day.
Evidently done with the smoke and still not satisfied by the
results, Boogie gave Daniel a disgusted look and tossed the
smoking stinkweed. He stood over Daniel a few seconds
longer, watching him weakly coughing and struggling to recover
from the blow he'd just received. The look on his craggy,
painted face withering enough to kill. He gave Daniel a
snort of derision before turning his back on him and stalking
off towards his stuff.
Jack anxiously divided his attention between Daniel and his
tormentor. Daniel still looked pale and shaken, but he seemed
to be recovering. Jack tried to catch his eye, with no
success. Boogie was standing before the mat, eyes
closed, muttering under his breath. More praying?
Getting ready for Plan C?
Why did he have the feeling he really wasn’t going to like
what was coming next?
Daniel was looking better now, all things considered, looking
a lot more like himself than he had since this whole nightmare
had started. He was calm, deep concentration furrowing
his brow. Jack had seen that look on his friend’s
face, many, many times. It was so familiar, so DANIEL, so good
to finally see. Welcome back, Dannyboy. I've
missed you.
"Daniel!" Jack called to him. "Are
you all right?"
“I'm fine, Jack," Daniel murmured, the crease in his
brow deepening. "I'm just trying to…give me a
minute…"
"Love to, Daniel," Jack replied. "Problem
is, we might not HAVE one. You might not have one. The Boogie
Man over there sees to have it in for you for some reason.
You got ANY clues why? Anything?"
“Yeah, Jack," Daniel nodded emphatically.
"As a matter of fact, I think I do. Sorry I didn't
say sooner, I was - I was kinda out of it there for a bit, not
sure why. It's been happening a lot lately, starting to worry
me. These headaches I keep getting. They're getting
worse, sometimes I'm not sure where I am, how I - "
"Daniel!" Jack interrupted gently, but firmly.
What he was hearing was definitely concerning him, but it
wasn't anything they could do anything about at the moment.
For sure top of his list of things to look into further once
they got out of this pickle they were in. Presuming they
did. But for now -
"Give it to me later, Daniel, okay?" Jack
smiled encouraging at the man kneeling beside him, and was
happy to see Daniel smile back. It wasn't a big one, but
it was the best thing Jack had seen so far today. "I
promise I'll listen when we're not inches away from God only
knows what about to happen to us next, but right now - focus
on the immediate problem, 'kay? What's going on - now -
and what we need do to get these guys to let us go?"
Daniel nodded, the look of intense concentration back.
"You're right, Jack, you're right. Focus. I can do
that. I know this. I think I know what he's doing. It looks
pretty bad, but I don't think we've got anything to worry
about. This - this is some kind of purification ritual.
Salt water, smudge stick, rattles, the yelling, the
intimidation, token blows, He - he’s trying to - cleanse me
of something.”
"Wouldn't soap and water be easier?" Jack
asked.
"It's not that kind of cleansing, Jack," Daniel
smiled back at him.
"Well, WHAT then?" Jack returned stubbornly.
"What exactly is he trying to 'cleanse' you of? The
guy's been roughing you up something fierce, and looking at
you like he thinks you're pond scum. Never mind he never
bothered ASKING you whether you wanted him to slap you around,
gas you and scare the shit out of both of us. All with the
best of intentions, I'm sure. That's rude enough for me
all by itself, everything else he's done to you is definitely
pushing the 'good intentions' envelope. Maybe you think
this free public service you're getting is nothing to be
concerned about, but - call me crazy - from what I've been
seeing, I'm plenty worried."
Daniel just looked at him with that – look he got when he
just KNEW he was right, and couldn’t explain how. The one
always driving Jack crazy because he just found it so hard to
trust what he didn’t know himself without something more
concrete to go on than “well, I just, KNOW, that’s all.”
They’d had more fights over just this very thing and yet
here Daniel was, asking him to take it on faith yet again.
Jack just hoped this wasn’t finally the time when Daniel was
at last proven wrong. This definitely was not the way he
wanted to win the argument.
“I know what it looks like, Jack," Daniel explained in
the same, tired, patient tone he assumed when he accepted the
inevitable evil of justifying himself. Again. At
length. "I can't explain it, but I don’t think he means
me any real harm. He's not going to hurt us. I know it.
He’s trying to help.”
"Daniel," Jack groaned.
"Jack, TRUST me!" Daniel cried out suddenly,
his eyes flaring with an angry, hurt light. "Just
for once, can't you just - trust me?"
Daniel's earnest, entreating eyes, begging across the space
between them, pleading with him to take a simple leap of
faith. So little he was asking, and yet so much, with so
much at stake…
He had movement out of the corner of his eye. Boogie was
coming back. With a knife in his hand. Heading
straight for Daniel. So much for 'not meaning us any
harm'. Jesus, Daniel, this is what I'm always
trying to tell you, sometimes 'faith' just isn't enough. Or
even right. I'll spare us both the 'I told you so's'.
He didn't the time to bask in his bitter victory; he
was going to be much too busy praying. Not a thing he'd
ever done much in his life, certainly not since Charlie had
died, but right here and now he'd sell his soul to whoever'd
have it just so long as what it looked like was about to
happen - wouldn't.
Boogie reached Daniel and stood staring at him, while Daniel
looked very calmly back up at him. Much too calmly, way
too calm, almost accepting. Resigned. Boogie was
menacing, Jack was close to crapping himself, and Daniel was
just calm. So quiet and eerily serene it was scary.
Boogie poked the knife at his softly smiling intended victim
and boomed a few phrases at him. Jack might not have been able
to understand the words, but there was no mistaking the tone.
Judgment time. End of the road. Prepare to meet
thy maker. Any last requests?
How about letting us go? No?
The witch doctor finished making with the pronouncement of
doom and then just stood there, silently glaring at the
condemned man. Daniel stared back up at him, not moving,
not even blinking. Neither worried, nor scared.
“I got some of that,” Daniel announced suddenly, making
Jack just about jump out of his skin at the unexpected sound
of his voice. “It was like he wasn’t talking to - to
me, exactly. He was saying something about vengeful
spirits, and ties to the grave. One who feeds and needs
release. One who needs to chose - between the worlds.”
He shook his head. “It doesn’t make any sense - “
But - it did, Jack realised with a jolt. It so
did. "Daniel!" he called out urgently.
"What you were saying before - what he's trying to do -
Daniel! Find out how he knows - try talking to him -
please!"
Not listening, Daniel wasn't listening to him. Dammit! Oh my
God, they were out of time. The witch doctor dropped to
one knee, grabbed Daniel by the hair and pulled him back until
his torso was bent and splayed over his thigh. He raised the
dagger high over his head and with a scream that would have
peeled paint off walls plunged it down towards the center of
Daniel's chest. Straight toward Daniel’s heart.
Happening so fast, it was all happening too fast. He had
to stop it - couldn't. Nothing he could do to help him,
nothing left for him to do but watch Daniel die. Right
before his eyes.
Knife descending. No. This wasn't happening, this
couldn't be it, couldn't be the way it ended. He wasn't
watching this, wasn't seeing this, after everything they'd
lived through, been through together, over? It was all
over? Finished? That's all she wrote? Couldn't be,
it was too soon, he needed more time. He wasn't ready for
this, wasn't ready for it to be over, there was so much he
hadn't done yet, so much he hadn't said. Daniel couldn't
leave him yet, couldn't, he didn't know, he'd never told him.
Not like this. Please don't let him die like this.
Please, don't do this, don't -
“DANIEL!”
Heard me, he heard me, he's looking at me, so sorry I can’t
stop it. Failed you, Daniel, failed. Sorry, so
sorry for every way I failed you.
Blue eyes, so deep, so full of affection, speaking to him so
clearly.
It’s okay, I know. You did everything you could.
Jack drank in Daniel's eyes, taking everything he could of his
final gift of forgiveness as long as that brave, dear light
was allowed to shine.
Time was standing still. It had to be. What other
reason could there be for what he was seeing?
Daniel, still bent backwards over the shaman’s knee,
unmoving, unresisting, looking up at his executioner, the
black blade frozen in abeyance, hovering just above his heart.
He didn’t do it, he didn’t kill Daniel.
Thankgodthankgodthankgod…
Relief washed over Jack, turning his legs to water. If
not for the bozos holding him up, he would have been a puddle
on the ground.
Boogie drew the knife back, then reached down and put it on
the ground. He wasn't going to kill Daniel. He really wasn't.
Jack didn't fully believe it, even after he watched the witch
doctor dispense with the knife, but now, the way he was
looking at Daniel, there wasn't any doubt in his mind.
Son of a bitch, Daniel was right. The bastard wasn't
going to hurt Daniel after all. Had never intended to.
Wanted to scare the crap out of him, but not hurt him.
Jack felt an enormous weight lift off his soul as he realised
even though he didn't understand why the guy felt he had to
perform this service for Daniel, his intentions were good.
Just like Daniel had told him they were.
They were all going to walk away from this in one piece.
Jack was sure of it. Not a question of if, but when.
Jack watched as Boogie took Daniel’s face in his hands,
gazing deeply at him as if he could see everything inside him.
Daniel wasn’t saying a word, but he was asking a question
just the same. Jack could read it across the space
between them, and he didn’t like what he wasn’t hearing.
Why didn’t you do it?
The shaman sighed and sadly shook his head. He murmured a few
soft phrases, almost as if pronouncing some kind of blessing
upon Daniel, then leaned solemnly forward and kissed him
gravely on the forehead. He placed a hand on the top of
Daniel's head, stroked it once, set him back upright on his
knees and then released him. As Daniel watched him mournfully
he rose gracefully to his feet.
Was it over? Could they go? Oh please, let it be
over.
Nope. It wasn’t over yet. If it was over, the
bullyboys wouldn't still be feeling him up and he and Daniel
would be going. Which…wasn't happening. He was
still being held up and onto, and Daniel was still kneeling on
the ground, looking as if he wasn't entirely happy with the
fact he was still breathing. Well, that made ONE of them! He
was downright over the moon Daniel was still breathing and
what was more, he wanted to keep him that way. Jack cast
a hasty glance over in the direction of the Boogie Man.
Crap! Now what?
Boogie was hunched over his mat, chanting away, putting a
pinch of this and a dash of that into a gourd filled with a
very dark, nasty looking liquid. Refreshments? Oh, let's
not and say we did! Would it be considered rude to refuse this
latest version of island hospitality? If so, Jack planned to
be very insulting. Oh boy, just look at that crud.
They'd probably be better off swilling swamp water. Jack
didn't know what was going into the rather alarming looking
concoction, but whatever it was, he was guessing drinking it
wouldn't be high up on his list of smart things to do and
probably wouldn’t make Doctor Fraiser very happy either.
Great. If the potion didn't kill them then Janet would.
Ooh. Some choice.
Jack glanced anxiously back at Daniel. He was slouched
over again, head hanging, arms wrapped around himself.
He began to slowly rock and mumble to himself, soft, broken
phrases tumbling rapidly out of him.
"Sha'uri…saw her, saw, not just hearing things now, saw
her. Not going crazy, not - not like before, didn't -
didn't, not real, it's not real she wasn't real - "
Sha'uri? The woman they'd both seen who looked like
Sha'uri? Holy Hallucinations, with all the subsequent
excitement he'd completely forgotten about seeing her.
Is THAT what was eating Daniel? Why he was being so - so
- strange? Being all freaked out and weird? He
thought because he'd seen Sha'uri back there, he was seeing
things, losing it - he was going nuts? Is that why he'd
been acting like he WAS going nuts?
"You're not seeing things, Daniel!" Jack called
reassuringly to him. "I saw her too,
remember?"
"You did?" Daniel's head shot up, his eyes
flaring with fierce suspicion. "You did?"
His face hardened. "You're just saying that.
You're lying. Trying to trick me."
The resentful, almost hateful look hurled at him hit Jack
harder than then a runaway freight train. Dark suspicion
and even darker anger boiled in Daniel's eyes, cutting Jack to
the core. That Daniel could think Jack would - could do
something like that to him, especially at a time like this -
DAMMIT! What the HELL was going on? Every time he thought he
was getting a handle on the weirdness, reality took a turn for
the worst. He needed more time to sort all of this out, calm
Daniel down, TALK to him and find out what the problem was. He
wasn't going to get it; Boogie was done with the mixing and
the singing. On his way back to them; they were running
out of time.
Crap, crap, crap, he'd screwed up royally this time! The
things Daniel had been saying, the tantalizing little clues
he'd just dropped about what he'd been experiencing during the
time he'd been pulling away from all of them added up to a
frightening picture. All these months he'd been assuming
Daniel was withdrawn because he was grieving, and sure,
there'd been some of that, a lot of what he'd gone through
since her death had been grieving, but what if it wasn't that
simple? What if something else had been going on as
well, all this time, something even more serious, more
frightening? Jack had just assumed he knew what the
problem was and had done nothing strenuous to overcome
Daniel's objections, had let him walk away and left him to it.
Let Daniel get farther and farther away, leaving him alone to
deal not with grief, but with fear.
Okay, maybe he had screwed up, but there was nothing he could
do about it now. Beating himself up over what he had or
hadn't done for Daniel wasn't going to get them out of this
mess. He had to find the rest of his team, get them
away, get them home safe, all of them, then there'd be time,
plenty of time, he'd be with Daniel all the way, they'd find
out what was going on, they'd work through it. Together.
He had to get Daniel to safety, and then he could deal with
this.
"Jesus, Daniel, would you please just work with me
here!" Jack knew he was sounding absolutely
desperate, which was pretty much the way he was feeling.
"Your pal is coming back here with the next phase of the
'treatment'. You have to try and talk him out of this -
I do NOT want you drinking any of that stuff - Daniel, are you
reading me, buddy - we don't know what it is or what it could
do to you - JE-SUS!"
Jack recoiled, almost knocking the men holding him over as
Daniel suddenly snarled and sprang at him like he was meaning
to rip his throat out. He didn't get very far; the men
with the torches dropped them and grabbed Daniel as soon as he
started moving, grimly restraining him while he raged and
fought bitterly against the hands on him.
Jack couldn't believe what he was seeing. Daniel was
struggling with almost insane ferocity, cursing, screaming,
and spitting at the witch doctor as soon as he came within
range. Daniel's eyes were as feral and terrifying as his
behaviour. They were scaring the hell out of Jack - Daniel was
scaring the hell out of him.
Daniel glowered balefully at him, desperate rage spewing from
him. "Stop him!" he howled at Jack.
"You say you're my friend? Do something! Help
me!"
This was too much. He'd watched Daniel lay there and do
nothing when he thought he was going to get his heart carved
out and now when it looked like he was going to have to drink
some kind of potion he was acting like a crazy man? Screaming
for him to do something to stop it from happening? What
did Daniel think he could do to stop it now that he wouldn't
have done to try and save him before? Why was Daniel so
afraid of some funky native cocktail when he hadn't even been
fazed by the knife?
And why was seeing Daniel acting like this making the hairs on
the back of his neck stand to attention? Why did it seem
what was glaring at him out of Daniel's eyes wasn't - Daniel?
Why did Jack suddenly feel as if rather than running to help
Daniel he wanted to book in the opposite direction instead?
The witch doctor thundered a short, harsh phrase into the face
of the man raging at him and Daniel's head snapped back as if
he had been physically struck. He immediately slumped,
going alarmingly limp in the hands of the men holding him.
Jack watched horrified, his heart hammering with confusion and
fear as the men loosened their grip and allowed Daniel to
gently slide down until he was back on his knees again.
Boogie hunkered down before Daniel, holding his potion cup in
one hand while he gently grasped Daniel's chin and raised his
head with the other. Daniel looked at him with wide,
deeply confused eyes. The witch doctor started to speak
to him in a soft voice. Jack couldn't hear what he was
saying and strained forward, listening fiercely before he
caught himself. No point in trying to hear what Boogie
was saying, even if he could make it out he couldn't
understand it anyway.
But Daniel could. Seems like he did. More to the point,
the wild man was gone and he was Daniel again. He was
definitely dazed and wavering, but he seemed 'normal'.
Not ranting, not cursing, not looking like some blood-lusting
berserker just escaped from the freak show and looking for
some throats to rip out with his teeth. Daniel was fully
focused on what Boogie was saying to him, nodding as if he
was understanding every word and agreeing to something.
Boogie smiled, patted the top of his head and then handed him
the cup.
"Daniel - don't!" Jack cried out with alarm as
he realised what was about to happen. "Don't drink
that stuff! You don't know what it is - he could be
poisoning you!"
"It's okay, Jack," Daniel told him as he turned his
head and smiled weakly at him. "It will help me.
It will make the voices stop."
VOICES?
"Please don't leave me alone this time, Jack,"
Daniel's pleading voice nearly finished him as Jack watched
him sigh, close his eyes and quickly drain the contents of the
cup.
Almost instantly, Daniel violently shuddered and pitched
forward, coughing and sputtering. His arms were shaking
with the effort of bracing his body against the heaving,
retching spasms wracking it. Boogie stepped back from
Daniel and clapped his hands. Relief surged through Jack
as the men holding him immediately let him go and backed off
as well.
Finally! Dammit, Daniel why did you drink that crap?
Jack didn't spa |